My Slump (Madtv)

for when shit happens

"sad"

you know what's sad?

being sad is being insecure about someone, something. regardless of the potential or fulfilled potential that you have you will continue to feel "not good enough" and full of suspicion and fear. that's sad.

it's like naomi campbell's bad behaviour (thrashed ex-boyfriend's yacht, for one), a certain friend's need to surround herself with company, a certain student's fear of failing, an employee's daily struggle with whether or not he's going to get fired, yelled at, thrown darts at that day...

isn't that sad?

living a life like this, i mean?


and how do you walk out of it? leave the job? stay single? bang your head against the wall and hope the blackout lasts till your next reprieve?

i think in this case what sharon stone has said is true: know what you are afraid of. then do it. at this stage, it is important to know what you fear, and why you fear.

it really doesn't matter, reaaally doesn't matter at aaaall

so sing the corrs. and it's true. so what if one has waited for another for hours?

so what if he or she or i then say "i'm tired, see you another day"?


poor is the one who feels affront - after all, it's all about "who're you to me", no?

heng i'm not the one who's feeling stood up.


whatever it is, i shall be rich. abundantly rich. because i asked and He loves me. Amen.

smokin' gun

another one bites the dust!
cause i'm done
with indecisive someones
i'm not who i was, back then in the past


post script: it seems that i cannot shake this fella. he's just... wow. first time in my life that i cannot shake someone.

love, it pursues me

love, it pursues me, relentlessly, charmingly.