i realise that there are this many fish out there, geebus. and all great big fantastic fishies! i'm swimming in big fishes' pool! wooo
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
fish
i realise that there are this many fish out there, geebus. and all great big fantastic fishies! i'm swimming in big fishes' pool! wooo
Monday, August 25, 2008
and then...!
and then the butterflies suddenly meet the insecticide and die.
amen.*
* postscript: wow. it took all of four days.
amen.*
* postscript: wow. it took all of four days.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
love
methinks i'm in love.
met a man who made my insides flutter, one who's strong and quietly charming. chinese, thank heavens. he excites me just by being there, with his grin, with his oh-so-wonderful quiet charm. good heavens
i wonder if it were someone i'm compatible with. meanwhile, i am not pushing, not pulling. letting it all come.
amen.
met a man who made my insides flutter, one who's strong and quietly charming. chinese, thank heavens. he excites me just by being there, with his grin, with his oh-so-wonderful quiet charm. good heavens
i wonder if it were someone i'm compatible with. meanwhile, i am not pushing, not pulling. letting it all come.
amen.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Which Love Language Do You Speak?
Turns out, there are five... very interesting read, this. I wish I knew this earlier.
read more | digg story
read more | digg story
Saturday, August 09, 2008
emo style
I feel loved when...
The Five Love Languages
My Primary Love Language is Acts of Service
| My Detailed Results: | |
|---|---|
| Acts of Service: | 11 |
| Receiving Gifts: | 7 |
| Words of Affirmation: | 5 |
| Quality Time: | 5 |
| Physical Touch: | 2 |
About this quiz
Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.
Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
the search
it seems that at twenty-five, i am still searching for bits of myself. bits and the understanding on how people work, how charisma works on people and how it works on me.
right now, i'm pretty glad that hey, i've this bunch of friends who offer "peer support" as this friend calls it.
i wonder what "peer support" means... haven't i got peer support already? hm. perhaps we only feel understood when we talk to someone who is in a similar position...? has that ever worked for me? will i feel better, perversely, telling people "oh, the woes of being [whatever it is that is causing you the woe]", because i might "feel special"? because of my "unique problem"?
haha what hogwash!
peer support. i wonder what it is. this perhaps might be a very very good thing indeed.
miraculously, i suddenly understand that i need not be shy about being affectionate. i don't have to apologise, nor explain. -chuckle-
thank You, God, for telling me so. i love You, too.
let me grow into a better, better, better version of Loren Lord, and soon, please. i want to be in time for Your plans, which i'm guessing are happening within this year. in You i trust and surrender to, Lord. Amen.
right now, i'm pretty glad that hey, i've this bunch of friends who offer "peer support" as this friend calls it.
i wonder what "peer support" means... haven't i got peer support already? hm. perhaps we only feel understood when we talk to someone who is in a similar position...? has that ever worked for me? will i feel better, perversely, telling people "oh, the woes of being [whatever it is that is causing you the woe]", because i might "feel special"? because of my "unique problem"?
haha what hogwash!
peer support. i wonder what it is. this perhaps might be a very very good thing indeed.
miraculously, i suddenly understand that i need not be shy about being affectionate. i don't have to apologise, nor explain. -chuckle-
thank You, God, for telling me so. i love You, too.
let me grow into a better, better, better version of Loren Lord, and soon, please. i want to be in time for Your plans, which i'm guessing are happening within this year. in You i trust and surrender to, Lord. Amen.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
uncommon sense
had been speaking with a certain chap today - and gained some wisdom over some late-night chat.
it was nice.
lesson learnt? it's not as complicated as it seems most of the time.
it was nice.
lesson learnt? it's not as complicated as it seems most of the time.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
thus
and thus i refrain.*
* postscript: correction. it should be, thus i relinquish all responsibility. this is the time when i simply rely on Christ.
* postscript: correction. it should be, thus i relinquish all responsibility. this is the time when i simply rely on Christ.
Monday, July 21, 2008
pattern?
it seems to start out like this.
i meet chap (or chap meets me, depending on how you want to look at it), we go hang out, chap falls headoverheels in love, i step in it, i resist, i get charmed then we get together -
all is rosy for a while, then somehow something happens along the way and we break up.
so many examples of that happening, even when i thought i've found the perfect person for me. i am wary.
i am so very wary now that i know i can be fooled. thus i resist.
i meet chap (or chap meets me, depending on how you want to look at it), we go hang out, chap falls headoverheels in love, i step in it, i resist, i get charmed then we get together -
all is rosy for a while, then somehow something happens along the way and we break up.
so many examples of that happening, even when i thought i've found the perfect person for me. i am wary.
i am so very wary now that i know i can be fooled. thus i resist.
he made my face burn
gosh. this is the first time in a long time that someone's made my face burn.
i was recounting via sms how my day squeaked by on my wheel of limited spokes (referring to how little i realise i know about the nature of my job) while having a headache at the same time as a result of running around like a headless chicken in places that were positively crawling with police and dignitaries alike. same thing with CIDs in suits.
but i digress.
so yes, he made my face burn. possibly because my guard was down, because i was tired and stressed when the sms popped in - but whatever it was it made my face burn.
simply by saying ”好想你哦“*
"i miss you so" in chinese
i was recounting via sms how my day squeaked by on my wheel of limited spokes (referring to how little i realise i know about the nature of my job) while having a headache at the same time as a result of running around like a headless chicken in places that were positively crawling with police and dignitaries alike. same thing with CIDs in suits.
but i digress.
so yes, he made my face burn. possibly because my guard was down, because i was tired and stressed when the sms popped in - but whatever it was it made my face burn.
simply by saying ”好想你哦“*
"i miss you so" in chinese
Sunday, July 20, 2008
love?
i... think i'm in love. no, no relationship, still single - though i think i might be falling in love and i'm resisting it.
natural reaction to every love affair i've been in; resisting it right now. commitment phobia setting in: wanting it but not having any of it.
july. and i meet someone who brings me joy in july.
natural reaction to every love affair i've been in; resisting it right now. commitment phobia setting in: wanting it but not having any of it.
july. and i meet someone who brings me joy in july.
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