fish

i realise that there are this many fish out there, geebus. and all great big fantastic fishies! i'm swimming in big fishes' pool! wooo

and then...!

and then the butterflies suddenly meet the insecticide and die.

amen.*



* postscript: wow. it took all of four days.

in love

okay, so i'm in love. butterflies in my stomach and suchlike.

thus?

love

methinks i'm in love.

met a man who made my insides flutter, one who's strong and quietly charming. chinese, thank heavens. he excites me just by being there, with his grin, with his oh-so-wonderful quiet charm. good heavens

i wonder if it were someone i'm compatible with. meanwhile, i am not pushing, not pulling. letting it all come.


amen.

FEAR

SHERA FLEXY BOARD

DISCRIMINATION (or is it?)

Yer Goin' Ta (Hell Hell) Prison

Which Love Language Do You Speak?

Turns out, there are five... very interesting read, this. I wish I knew this earlier.

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emo style

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Acts of Service

My Detailed Results:
Acts of Service:	11
Receiving Gifts:	7
Words of Affirmation:	5
Quality Time:	5
Physical Touch:	2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

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the search

it seems that at twenty-five, i am still searching for bits of myself. bits and the understanding on how people work, how charisma works on people and how it works on me.

right now, i'm pretty glad that hey, i've this bunch of friends who offer "peer support" as this friend calls it.

i wonder what "peer support" means... haven't i got peer support already? hm. perhaps we only feel understood when we talk to someone who is in a similar position...? has that ever worked for me? will i feel better, perversely, telling people "oh, the woes of being [whatever it is that is causing you the woe]", because i might "feel special"? because of my "unique problem"?

haha what hogwash!

peer support. i wonder what it is. this perhaps might be a very very good thing indeed.


miraculously, i suddenly understand that i need not be shy about being affectionate. i don't have to apologise, nor explain. -chuckle-

thank You, God, for telling me so. i love You, too.


let me grow into a better, better, better version of Loren Lord, and soon, please. i want to be in time for Your plans, which i'm guessing are happening within this year. in You i trust and surrender to, Lord. Amen.

uncommon sense

had been speaking with a certain chap today - and gained some wisdom over some late-night chat.

it was nice.


lesson learnt? it's not as complicated as it seems most of the time.