understanding

dear you,

i understand that i may have caused worry with my previous posts, and ..i'm sorry i caused you worry. maybe you can rest easier now: i have come to an understanding that... well, it takes two to tango. maybe i'll be doing a ballet solo, maybe i'll be dirty dancing.

i don't know.

i do know that whatever it is, i have found the courage to let go, live and let live. i'm scared shitless about having to dance alone; the weight of all that empty space on "stage" can be so frightening. but i also understand that i cannot force an unwilling party to dance.

thus. please be assured that i will continue to dance and not fall dead off the stage. however hard or easy it is, i will continue to dance, and i will make it graceful and joyous, the best ways i know how.

yours sincerely,
me