contact

wah. contacting mr hew hurt. even when he doesn't reply - or perhaps it's precisely because i know he won't know how to reply and therefore he doesn't. i think i've been hurt quite a bit in this relationship.

army, tuuf, stone-walling.


i should simply stay away until i've truly healed. fall in love with someone else, possibly. cry my tears, let them dry, move on.

yeah it's been more than two months, but felt like i've lost him for longer than that. haha.. welp, i'll be alright. i'll be alright. may's a good month, i know it. i'll be alright.

everything'll be alright.