replacements

wow... when one somehow, just somehow (don't ask me how) just manages to miss the chance to make it all okay, another one actually sms-es me out of nowhere to ask if i'd like to meet.

"what, now?" i'd asked. "but i'm bleary-eyed."

"it's alright even if you're cock-eyed," he'd said.


and i wish i didn't have to compete with someone in a virtual world. i've lost him.