doc's

the doc gave me some medicine, we had a chat.

we both understand that problems don't go away with the popping of the pill, like how an amputee won't grow a new arm when he takes the medication that i take. or how i can't erase the self-indignities i'd rather not have done.

but i know that it will make emotions less harmful and more cooperative, instead of relying solely on knowledge.

like knowing how my heart won't make it out of my chest no matter how hard it tries.


this has gone on long enough. i'm going to be better. : )