today, i found some comfort in the office's air-conditioned chill. it gave me something to anchor myself with, to the present - instead of being washed away by unbridled memories and thoughts.
...this morning i did something very brave. i made him feel better. through cheeky sentiments expressed via sms in response to his initial note, i know i made him feel better. i hope that's good for him to cope... on my end, i'll have to be content that i'm probably the one doing the thinking for the both of us, and i'll have to find my own champions - imaginary or otherwise - to fight my wars.
he is no longer "available" to help me fob off suitors... then again, he never was.
i've been alone before, it was easy. it will not get hard now. thus begins the walk to recovery: "hutt hutt hutt hutt hutt!"
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