hope

i'd picked up a book that his mother had passed to me on a whim - and flipped to the page that says

"To be successful you need to learn to overcome your fear of being rejected and to stop worrying about what other people will say about you."

that is the right way to go.


y'know, i think i'm a treasure. i think i'm made, perfect, for that person in mind. my backgrounds, my strengths and weaknesses, are all meant to complement that person and help that person grow. the very same way he is meant for me.

i will be happy. it might not be now, but i will be happy, once this hurt is over.

i will be happy again.


meanwhile though, i think that my picking that book up is no coincidence. i shall read it.