no idea

i have no idea how not calling someone takes this much effort.

i also have no idea how disappointing it is to receive an sms to realise it's from "someone else".


i try to catch some shut-eye: turned on the aircon, left the radio on and tried to sleep. the only things i ended up doing was look around my room without really seeing anything and checking my phone, knowing full well that he hasn't sent word.

i wonder what he's doing now, how he is.


is he well?