meep

i don't understand why i'd been this tired lately... might be that i need to turn in earlier. well, whatever it is, i'm glad that my investment wheels are being put in place to turn. so that's very good! >: D

i called him last night, just to see how he was and he sounded upbeat, which is a good thing. but he said it's been a rollercoaster ride and he got into big trouble.

refused to tell me what, though he said it was over "something silly".


did he get it because he was checking my blog? that is something silly. silly but endearing to a person hoping against quasi-inborn realism, at least.

.....then again, he might've gotten into trouble because of something else. i'm not "important" anymore, so to speak. why'd he get into trouble because of me? least of all checking my blog.

..i'm too naive.