Friday, February 08, 2008

alright, show's over

yeah, show's over.

this is the right move. doting or not - it's all linked. maybe his parent(s) said something about me that shook his love. i know my own mother did, but i am glad i gave it my all. i loved and i loved hard, i do not regret.

i was proud of him, regardless whether or not he was hot, or if he had muscles.


maybe fault's mine, maybe fault's his. whatever it is, i learnt that i am capable of loving and giving. i know i try. i know i try to find out if i'm doing a good job at loving... i'm just not quite sure if "support" means seeing him off to the bus stop, too.


then again, i won't know what i don't know.

show's over. i will not speak of it again.

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