morning after

i thought i'd be devastated today, but no leh? hmm. very strange, but very fortunate.

odd thing was the tears were running like the tap just before i checked my mail and read the email - but i didn't know what i was crying for at the time. i felt fine emotionally, but my eyes for some reason were trying to simulate the great ganges river.

it's a little ironic how this is one of the rare times that he responded in a longer email that allowed me better, more complete understanding of his schedule and life in the army.

anyway, i felt fine after i felt "the knife" and ..i feel fine now.


-big smile-